i guess it's Christmas today.
to me, it feels like any other day besides the fact i made $150 for doing nothing.
and that all the fam was at grandma's house.

i wish that we as humans could reciprocate this day to be every day. we would give out of love and hang out with our families and desire peace on earth and be thankful for Jesus...etc. (what a year that would be)
i mean i don't really even do those things on Christmas. today i woke up to "i want to wish you a merry christmas, i want to wish you a merry christmas from the bottom of my heart." honestly, there was not a hint of Jesus in my day.
but wait...the way i treated my brothers, the way i respected (or disrespected) my parents, the way i saw all people in light of eternity (or not)....that stuff was Jesus flowing out of me (or ceasing to).
Jesus is in my Bible, yes. but he is IN ME. it is not an excuse to refrain from reading my Bible...it is a truth that i often forget.

Jesus...today you came to us. Your beauty and Your glory came to us because of Your insane love. sinners we still are...but a Savior You will never cease to be.